I Don’t Remember Feeling This Urge The Last Time. Usually When I Get Such An Urge So Suddenly I Act Upon It Because It Just Keeps Screaming And Screaming In My Head. I Don’t Think There Is Any Other Way Of Stopping It? It’s Been Hard To Distinguish Between My Own Thoughts And Ones Planted Within My Brain. I Gave Them A Chance To Do What Was Necessary Long Ago, But Apparently It Wasn’t Enough. So Much Could Have Been Spared.